Inside the shadows of the night...

I can't remain still while time goes by, not anymore. Some nights, many nights, inside the shadows, I lie in my bed and dream of what life could be, of what I want it to be and then, while the sunlight traverses through my window I realize, as the fantasy fades, how much I need you.

I have spend my life looking forward, far beyond the reach of my eyes and the touch of my hand,wishing, hoping, dreaming...just to find that I'm still here, surrounded by beautiful sights, delightful scents, amazing thoughts, but without any sign of you.

I get up just by magic, and magic drives my steps all day long, but my heart is missing, it remains right beside you, right where it belongs, even if you can't see it. How am I supposed to keep going if every second of my day I remain incomplete, if half of me has never been here with me?

I don't speak of some lost love, nor with my heart broken; I speak of that meaning I have never found although I have got everything I have ever wanted, of that pasion I have never felt altough I passionately face whatever comes, of that wish I place onto every star on the heavens each night even when its reality fades at dawn; I speak of that I will never deny nor concede for it remains a mistery to everyone who tries to unlock what reveals cristal inside me.

I'm tired of cleaning everyone's mess, I'm sick of building for others what they keep crushing; now it's time to let go, to burn my burdens and wash away the ashes, now it's time to be who I used to be and keep breaking free.