I just wanna be happy

Last night I had a dream, it was my mind telling me all over again what everyone keeps saying each time they see me. It was what deep in my heart I feel but I don't even whant to think about.

I was so sad! But in its cruelty my mind reminded me of how resourceful I truly am, and I got to turn things over...ending up without him as usual, though.

However, somehow the dream didn't drained me, I didn't woke up feeling lonely and hopeless, maybe because I finally could be accepting my reality, as sad as it might be.

I won't give up, though. I love him too much for so long now. He is my right kind of wrong, what makes me happy even if it's not good for me; as this song puts it: What if it hurts me? What if I break down? I just wanna be happy.

Someone once told me that you have to choose

What you win or lose

You cant have everything

Dont you take chances

You might feel the pain

Dont you love in vaincause love wont set you free

I cant stand by the side

And watch this life pass me by

So unhappy

But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?

So what it I break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge,

My feet run out of ground

I gotta find my place

I wanna hear my sound

Dont care about all the pain in front of me

I just trying to be happy

I just wanna be happy, yeah