Today I woke up with the strong feeling something's gonna change. Up to this moment nothing seems to be changed, but the feeling won't go away.
Maybe it is I'm nervous and anxious because today my future could take a different course, not by my doing, but by a test to other's skills. If he does well, I might get more time with him; if he doesn't, I will have to start making arrangements to learn how to live my life without him.
He might not be aware of my dilemma, he might have no idea how much his actions affect my life, but that's how love works, even one condemned to friendship, even a secret one.
As it is said on one of my favourite movies:
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"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."
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Maybe, after evaluating everything written in our story, everything that has happened and everything I have endured, even after many doubting it, mine could be true love after all.
